Loss is hard…
Posted by: littlemansmom on: January 18, 2011
I’ve been tucked away, keeping mostly a low profile and to myself. See, I’m consoling myself and trying to pull myself back up.
We recently went through a loss. With the exception of a tiny handful of people (6 to be exact), nobody knew. It’s exhausting to put up the happy game face while my heart breaks behind it.
We were almost 7 weeks along….I know, not that far, but far enough to make an impact. Far enough to leaving me with symptoms. Far enough for us to start with dreams and plans and smiles.
It’s getting better, and we’re going to keep moving forward. If it wasn’t meant to be then it just wasn’t. But that doesn’t make it easier. There will be a meant to be….I know it! I’m just sad that this one wasn’t it.
Sigh…. the next one….will be ….(cuz I said so!)
6 Responses to "Loss is hard…"
January 18, 2011 at 9:07 pm
Oh, I’m so sorry. Very sad indeed, and I’m glad you’ve been taking the time to grieve this very real loss. Sending you virtual hugs. I know it’s not much, but it’s all I’ve got under these circumstances.
February 1, 2011 at 11:36 am
I am so sorry. You have every right to feel every emotion you are having, and don’t let anyone tell you any different.
March 9, 2011 at 12:23 pm
Sorry I’ve been out of the loop here. I’m sending you a HUGE hug. Please take good care of yourself. xo
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January 18, 2011 at 3:39 pm
Oh, I am so sorry. I am thinking of you, and you are awesome yourself!